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self diagnosis

by Eevie Echoes & The Locations

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Verse 1: Stuck in a straight jacket White walls surrounding me Tunnel vision just wondering When I lost my mind When did my family turn against me? What did I do to deserve this? Did they sew their own eyes shut? Or was I never really good enough? Chorus: I wish on all the shooting stars And the magic number combinations To be everything that everyone expected Verse 2: I want to be a carbon copy With no thoughts or needs or personality Stamp a serial number on my head And lead an uneventful life until I'm dead It's past noon open my eyes Why am I still in this shell? Trying desperately to shed it But everyone thinks I'll regret it I want to be a monarch butterfly And cocoon for a couple weeks Safe in my blankets So far away from the criticism Bridge: Don't want to change the world Or be a martyr Just wanna be alive Don't want to go for a permanent swim off the Brooklyn bridge No, I just wanna survive The people that love you will do right by you So you don't have to Final Chorus Wish on all the shooting stars And the magic number combinations To be everything that everyone expects you to be Cuz I wish on the shooting stars To identify with my reflection So my mom can stop mourning me And find a reason to wake up in the morning
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clarity 03:05
Verse 1: I gotta Redbull and some Krispy Kreme My apartment gave em out for free But despite the sugar and caffeine I'm floating away A red balloon strapped to my arm Drag me into a secret place Where I can't feel my limbs My head's all over the place Chorus: Why can't I Find some clarity Why can't I Do things that's better for me I contemplate The worst sides of me No matter what I do I can't be free Verse 2: I gotta Tattoo from an apprentice I don't know if I even want this shit But I'm not paying for a cover-up So fuck it I guess I barely feel happiness In fact, I barely feel anything This crushing numbness Can only be cured for a minute by writing this song Bridge: Maybe it's burnout Maybe it's finals week Maybe it cuz I haven't had therapy in over 4 weeks And it's hard to see the end Cuz major depressive disorder's become my best friend Final Chorus: So I can't find that clarity And I don't do what's best for me I contemplate the worst sides of me No matter what I do I can't be free No matter what I do
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wet blanket 03:31
Verse 1: I'm Wearing things that don't feel great Eating shit to near my fate Times are changing every day But not fast enough for my taste Lame ass folks will give me shit Assholes ruin all of it Next time I'll just stay in bed Kick-off my worn sneakers Every day is another day To realize its that's wrong Call me a pessimist if you must Cuz you wouldn't be wrong I'm a wet blanket I know it That's why I wrote this song Verse 2: Rose-colored glasses I'll smash them on the curb Give me the darkest shades you got So I can't see the future The more I tend to see The more I realize the faults The cracks in the concrete I wish they'd gobble me up Chorus: Every day is another day to realize all that's wrong Call me a pessimist if you must Cuz you wouldn't be wrong I'm a wet blanket I know it That's why I wrote this song Bridge: You can't fault me for seeing things as they are You're just mad at me cuz you want to see the stars (Amidst all the light pollution) Don't shoot the messenger Cuz it's all fucked Final Chorus: Every day is another day to realize it's all wrong Call me a pessimist if you must Cuz you wouldn't be wrong I'm a wet blanket I know it That's why I wrote this song

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released January 18, 2022

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Eevie Echoes & The Locations Brooklyn, New York

Love Hard. Fight Harder.
Brooklyn, NY
Queercore/Pretty Grrrl Punk
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